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This past weekend, we were discussing work and school and life in general, and my dad said, “Aren’t you used to it?”
I said, “I guess.” [Which is my reply to just about anything lately.]

But you know, you never really get used to people shitting on you when you’ve done nothing to deserve it. And I know that’s typical; saying “I did nothing to deserve it”. But at least when I’ve done something to deserve it, I’m understanding of the reactions I get.

What I’m referring to is a situation where, sincerely, I had nothing to do with this person’s shitty day, and they came and blew my flame out to make themselves feel better. You know sometimes when you feel like a puppy, full of life and positive energy, and then some haggard old she-troll gives you a swift kick out of the blue for absolutely no reason? I hate to be full of rants lately, but every time I’m up, something has to happen to make sure I feel like I’ve been emotionally curb-dropped.

Actually, it happened earlier with a shittier person I have to deal with on a regular basis, too, but at least I know why she has hates on me. I’m taller, smarter, and funnier. Not to mention, better in general. But to be honest, it doesn’t take much.

About Nikki

I've been writing since I was in kindergarten where I Crayola-markered an epic tale of a tiger and a balloon on a stack of lined papers folded into a booklet and stapled along the edge (carefully, and by my teacher). I love DIY, sewing, folksy music, animals and getting out to look at and listen to nature.
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